The things that used to seem so important that aren’t anymore. College football on a Saturday afternoon. Trying to ‘fit in’ wherever I go. Needing someone to go with me to watch a band or eat out. Feeling the urge to pick up the phone whenever I’m feeling down so I can have someone else tell me its all going to be ok, even though I already know it will. Keeping quiet when I have something I really want to say for fear of ruffling some feathers. Constantly needing approval.
Ok so some of these aren’t small subtle changes but they’ve happened slowly over time. Maybe its a self confidence that comes with age. Maybe its this awakening into knowing what really matters in this life. Paying more attention to what feels right deep down in the core of my being.
I like these shifts, I feel more like Me. I know more shifts are coming, some subtle, some not so much. While I may not know exactly what these shifts are, I know that they will be exactly what is needed.
There is a mantra I say when I feel a bit of fear creeping in, usually late at night when I hear strange noises, I am safe and I will always be ok.
Have you noticed subtle shifts in your life? How does it make you feel? Do you have a mantra that helps you work through the fear?