Moving Forward…I’m Ready

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Almost three years ago, I moved into this house.  I walked in and fell in love and knew I had to be here.  And for all this time, that tire swing has hung in the tree.  Then one day on a whim, I decided to look at a new place to live.  I’ve been feeling the pull to make a change and as soon as I saw these brand new apartments, I knew it was time.  That evening when I got home, the tire swing was on the ground, it was a sign.  This house has been a exactly what I’ve needed, a place where I’ve learned to be alone, a place where I’ve fallen in love and healed from heartbreak.  Now its time to move forward to a new home.  It will be the complete opposite of where I’m living now.  Going from 100+ year old house with a yard to a one bedroom brand new apartment in a big community will require some adjustment, but its time for a change.  I’m ready.

For just over a year, I’ve been dealing with chronic pain, starting in my low back and radiating down my left leg.  I’ve tried chiropractic care, massage therapy, acupuncture and even resorted to a cortisone shot but nothing has worked.  Even pain meds do nothing.  I finally relented and had an MRI to discover a herniated, bulging disc, was referred to a neurosurgeon and decided its time for surgery.  I’ve never had surgery nor been a big fan, but decided if it could eliminate this pain with little downside, then its time.  Time to move forward pain-free, I’m ready.

Exactly one year ago today, I met him.  What a difference a year has made.  He helped me re-open my heart, broke it wide open and now I’m ready to move forward, find love again.  I actually have a date tonight.  It seems weird on this day but its time to start again.  No longer afraid to fall and get hurt because I know I can get back up.  I’m ready.

I’m ready…to start again, for little changes and big ones too, to move forward.

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3 Responses to Moving Forward…I’m Ready

  1. mayastein2 says:

    Beautiful, Melissa. Raw, honest, and courageous. I love the lesson of the tire swing. What freedom looks like, when you look at it from a different angle. Yes, you are ready. And whatever is waiting for you there is going to meet you where you need it most. Love, Maya

  2. michelle gd says:

    to moving forward and embracing change. and to less pain and more ease.
    wishing you love as you begin this new journey…
    xo

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